missing him* sam





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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i was reading my previous entries of chasin 56.


from feng-ing renfu to shaowei.


and a period of time i feng-ed shuwei.


can see from my previous entries how childish i was.
till now.
i noe im still childish.
but better.


from lixin sammie and pamela.
to zhuixing.


my life changed totally bcos of 56.
everything changed.


i was a normal girl.
a studying freak.
when i was 11.


when i was 12 turing to 13.
pri 6.
i watched mvp.


and everything for me changed.


till now.
my life is still filled with 5566.
my everyday is them.


for 4++ yrs.


now im goin to graduate from sec sch.


instead of worrying like hell for my Os.
im worrying like hell wad i shld do for him.


hmmm.
thats my own problem though.


my multiply reli is for me to blog bout my chasin idols xin de sehh.
dunno i still can last for how long.


hope i still can last till they are old and cnt dance.
like wad aishah said.
we fans will try our best.


but reli thanks to 56.


my life is filled with colours.
not only grey white and black.


thx to renfu.
thx to shaowei.
thx to xiezhi.
thx to mengzhe.


not everyone can understand how we feel bout 56.


even my mum.
she is the one who gave birth to me.


only till 56 this trip in sg.
she realise.
my LIKE-ing of them is not as simple as she tot.


some pple think that it is stupid to cry over some things.
but they wun noe how we felt.


cos they are still not there yet.


thinking about it.
merely one show.


a show about basketball.


ONE SHOW.


changed the life of dunno how many pple.


shocking huh.

BLACKandWHITE 2:21 AM