missing him* sam

Saturday, June 24, 2006

FUCKING BITCH

I NOE U DO COME TO MY BLOG

FUCK UR MAMA ASS
CHEE BYE

ARE U TRYING TO BREAK ZHUIXING
LET ME TELL U HERE

FAT HOPE

FUCKING IDIOT

BE CAREFUL WHEN U CROSS THE ROAD

LOOK OUT FOR THE VEHICLES
FUCK

U WAN AIM AT JIAZHEN
I TELL U

U DARE
ATTACK ME

FUCK U
I CURSE U

U FUCKING BITCH
U HATE ZHUIXING SO MUCH

COS HOW 56 TREAT US AH
TOO BAD

U DUN HAVE IT
U WUN GET WAD WE GET FROM 56 FOREVER

FUCK
U FUCKING BITCHY IDIOT

BLACKandWHITE 9:44 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

im bored laa

went to collect DVD yst. and i forgot to bring my yu gou dan

STUPID CHICKEN
haiss
have to make another trip
siannz

EVERYONE OUT THERE!!
if u have bought this month issue of jstar mag!
turn to page 99
bottom left hand de picture!!

u will see zhen zhen de back. and it's super obvious

HAHAHAHAHA

she gonna be so so popular!
wahahahaha

now that i got my jstar mag
shld be getting down to make some shaowei pictures
wahahahaha

every month produce some pictures of him

WOOHOO

i cant wait!!

AUGUST!!

49 more days i can see him! XP

BLACKandWHITE 10:59 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

back from thailand

i still prefer singapore
WOOHOO

i wun die while crossing the road

shall post up some pictures

this abit boliao = =

so shuai >"<

my brother

this paragon de things inside reli is so SINGAPORE

watermelon. 10 baht. hmmm. 40 cents?

aiqing. WOOHOO. shaowei de picture is behind kelan. wad the hell = =

so ke ai de rice. how i hope sg de rice isnt round. lalalaz

this shop is qianning de brother open de = =

finish le. lalalaz

I LOVE SINGAPORE

BLACKandWHITE 7:59 AM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

got some marvellous photos

WOOLALA

56 at BWL de backstage
with those million achievers
hmmm

look at how sick and cute renfu looked
fancy him lookin at mengzhe like this
hahahaha

shaowei is so damn ke ai laaaaaaaaa ><"
seems to me they're having a handshake session backstage = =
WOO. handshake session with million achievers. so good~

look at mengzhe de expression. SO DAMN CUTEEEE . hahaha

renfu looked sick again = =

wonder wad xiezhi is telling shaowei and mengzhe
seems so...INTERESTING. hahahaha

last photo. AHHHHH
SHUAI SHUAI SHUAI LAAAAA XD

bleach. i noe my copyrights sux till the end
cos im KIASU. lalalaz

hahaha. WOOHOO
flying to thailand later

WOOLALA

BLACKandWHITE 5:08 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

lalalalalalalaz

56 more days!!!

can see shaowei! XD

WOOHOO

although aishah says it's 54 days but i insist it's 56 days

lalalalaz

WAITING FOR AUG!

zx de holiday
although it's at ahem JBBB = =

but got 56 already dunno increase how many points
WOOLALA

im high!

SHAOWEI!!!

BLACKandWHITE 7:14 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

eg is coming out le laaaaa
actually. is come out le

HAISS

their album will release ard aug
hmmmm
pls dun let it clash with 56! >"<

i will die of money-less

i guess i've made the decision
no chasing of car for eg
at the most i buy ONE album

AHHHHHHHHHHH
i still hope wun clash la

but if im really so suay
of course is 56 DUHHHHH

shaowei and shuwei
hmmm
quite easy to choose XD *no offence to eg fans*

imagine during summer party i hold shuwei board wearing zx = =
HMMM.
WEIRD WEIRD SIGHT

wear a jacket.lalalaz.
good idea

i feel quite bad actually

but the thoughts of going JB to see 56 is so damn shuang!!
it's like. im going JB wei le 56 again

but with a different grp of pple
this "outing" CONFIRM will be so damn fun

WOOLALA

hais. but yunru and callie cant go. BOOS

hmmm. i wonder how i'll die there
rmb the time i went JB and almost died there cos i couldn communicate with the pple

I JUST WAN MY FOOD!!!

and that guy was like saying some sort of lang i didn understand at all
erm. actually. it's malay lang = =

maybe in aug when i dun understand i just stand there and sing the national anthem.
then call aishah for help. hmmmm

but bless us we got aishah
so for the time being we cant offend her

FOR THE TIME BEING
lalalaz

QI DAI-ing!!!!!!

BLACKandWHITE 5:10 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

BITCH

FUCKING BITCH

IDIOTIC BITCH

BITCH-EST OF THE BITCHES

SHE GONNA BE DEAD IF SHE COME SG.

SHE'S OLD
and she's BIMBOTIC

FUCKING OLD BITCH

BLACKandWHITE 6:14 AM

went to fans hub to collect my photos yst with aishah.
i took a good look at those pictures at home.

wahahahaha.

there was a picuture which shaowei was smiling.
looked into his shades and i saw my shaofu board.

and a bit of my shaowei board.
HAHAHAHAHA.

super high.

then cute jiayan send me a picuture of xiezhi looking at my batman paper bag.

credit to xiaoqian. http://xiaoqian-jungiery.spaces.msn.com/

it was so crumpled. and so auntie like.
bloody stupid. but that side was only a sign of J.T
so im suspecting he was thinking it was similar to J.S

wahahaha. jiayan said that can see xiehi was bored while waiting for my yu gou dan.
lalalaz.ahem. i wasn't the cause of it.

cos it was renfu who didn sign my yugou dan.hahaha.

a bit bo liao. hmmm.

then went to peninsula plaza after zhen zhen joined us.

went to the 7-11 56 went to.
super bo liao.
cos we WERE bo liao. hahaha

the 7-11 from far. lalalaz

me and zhen zhen. super zi lian = = hahaha

fans were standing here.
aaaaa. i was chit chatting. hmmm. i forgot with who le. = =

shaowei pulled teenage mag from here!

zhen zhen holding renfu hold de handle. lalalaz.

xiezhi de fav. = = and that's aishah.

thats me. with aishah behind. super bo liao.
shaowei hold de handle. = =

the counter!! XD

uncle koh's maxi was parked here.hahaha
in front of 56 de bus. that was the place xiaojiang almost opened our door.
and poor jocyee was there totally stunned.
hahaha. lucky mengzhe knew how their bus looked like >"<

the place where i gave shaowei the file.
lalalaz.

in white is the place shaowei said byebye to me.
in blue is where 56's bus was parked at.

hahaha. idiotic.
finish le. lalalaz.

now take a look at the name of that shop.
thats a nice shop. but with a damn lousy name.

dun understand go look under my hates. lalalaz.

WOOLALA.
i realise. im a slow person.

know things so many days after they left.
hahaha

BLACKandWHITE 2:36 AM

Monday, June 12, 2006

today went to BPP with yunru today.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! woo~

shuang.
bought three PIECES OF CLOTH.
hahaha. damn cheap.

we saw this cap at cwp.
S.A.M

u cant see my face.
so look at the cap.
haha. but it doesn suit me. bleach.

today reli got soooo much things.
FUN FUN FUN!
hahahaha.

I WAN MR WANG TO EAT WITH HIS MOUTH CLOSE!!! >"<

I WAN GO MSIA SEE 183!!! = =

BLACKandWHITE 8:48 AM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

ZHUIXING caught in action! >"<

super lame. hahaha

these days i've been to alot of 56 fans de blog.
read their xin de and everything.
look at the photos they took.

ZHUIXING caught in action!hahahaha.

i will credit all those pics on my blog to the pple.
sorry for using u guys de pics.

qianning de DD board. super obvious.hahaha

credit to geraldine.(i forgot her blog de url)

backview of aishah and callie.

credit to shan. http://shanie33.blogspot.com

renfu touching my board.= = (adeline wans to lick it)
left side is me right side is cute jiayan.
look at her arm. so chubby =]

credit to limei. http://-aiishaoweii.blogspot.com

shaowei lookin at jarael i think. shld be jarael.
if 5 secs later would be me. = =
HAISS. fate-less.

credit to limei. http://-aiishaoweii.blogspot.com

shall post up more if i see more.

ZHUIXING caught in action! XD

chicken mcnugget ruined my auto session.

even jiayan and jocyee heard shaofu asking me stuffs.
and i didn get to hear a single word.
so i didn reply them.
thx to chicken mcnugget.

she talked louder than shaofu.
all i heard was HER maligning me for that photo.

so the only sentence i said was "it's real"
and i oso talked bout the jersey.
and it was HER who screamed at me.

GREAT.
thx to her. my whole auto was ruined.
i wan talk to shaowei. she screamed at me.

i cnt even hear wad shaofu said to me.
cos she was giving comments which was louder than wad they were saying.

THX TO HER.
my whole auto was ruined.

THX TO HER.
my face was super black on stage.

THX TO HER.
my face was black too when chasing car.

OH! i just remember.
at the ap she took my letter from shaowei hands.

THX TO HER.
she wans to oppose EVERY SINGLE THING i do.

but too bad. she is a big shot in qiao jie li.
i cant win her.

THX TO HER.
a great auto for me became a sucky event for me.

BLACKandWHITE 8:55 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

WOOLALA

guess some of u saw those stupid memories thing i made.
hahaha.

thanks to yunru i link to that webbie. lalalaz.
im addicted to it. haha. three videos at one go!

hmmm. a few days ago i told jiayan i wanted to give up on shaowei.
cos i was bloody tired.
and jiayan got a shock of her life.

that day. when i heard 56 songs, i saw him, or see the word shaowei.
im IRRITATED.

so i ask jiayan and aishah to stop mentioning about him in front of me.

then i was thinking.
mayb that was a hint for me to give up already.
end all those idols stuffs.
end all those chasing. EVERYTHING.

then i went to slp. when i woke up.
my mum was back from china.
and guess wad she bought for me.
56 STUFFS!

then i was thinking.
it's impossible for me to give up.
my life is full of them.

i reli felt so damn stupid.
IT'S IMPOSSIBE TO SAY GIVE UP.
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY I DUN LIKE THEM.

BUT. i guess everyone will give up one day.
but we dunno when it'll reach.
mayb 1 more month?
mayb 3 more yrs?
we'll nv noe.

but we DO noe that we'll hit the point on day.
it's just that some pple hit it earlier.

and i hope that i dun hit it FOREVER.
but that's quite impossible.

but i'll try my best.
let the point nv come to me.
nor to my friends.

but mayb u've hit the point.
u have no more feel for them.

but b4 we say give up.
we shld reli ask ourself.

im forcing myself or i reli dun like them?
from the bottom of ur heart.

if anything happens to them.
will u cry?

not from the surface of how u feel.
it's from the bottom of ur heart.

frankly speaking.
although im a shaowei fan now.
but of course i still like renfu.
but mayb from the bottom of my heart.

why?

cos i liked him for 3++yrs.
it's not say give up then i can let it all go.

to all shaowei fans who previously liked renfu.
im sure that from the bottom of ur heart.
u still DO like him.

mayb the feelings just fade as days pass.
but it's STILL THERE.

feelings from the bottom of ur heart THEN are ur real feelings.
so... i wan say.

THINK carefully before u say "i give up"
but. i guess. some fans reli hit the point.

im sure they've tried their best to prevent the point from reaching them.
if they didn. i hope they'll try again.

im listening to won't give up now.
too much of a coincidence huh.

i reli hope they'll think before letting it all go.
but no matter wad decision u make.
i believe u've thought about it carefully le =)

seriously. no offence ah >"<

BLACKandWHITE 11:29 AM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

pls look at how bloody stupid i look in this pic below.

OMG. WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING?!
idiotic. hahahaha.

got a shock of my life when yunru send me that.hahaha.

aishah send me this pic below.

yunru and me!

i dun even noe when i took it. hmmm.

lalalaz.
indeed. i couldnt go to indo.

my mum ask me go there for wad.
get shoot by pple.
WHAT THE HELL.

i got nth to say.
lalalaz.

i love this.

it pei me throughout BWL concert.

it helped me attract the attention of mr wang. = =

almost spoil it during concert. lalalaz.

56 got lv pai pai.
i got fen hong pai pai. LAME.

changed my blog skin.
greeted everyone with BATMAN!
hahaha.
love it!~

BLACKandWHITE 8:06 AM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

yst a ridiculous thing happened to me.

RIDICULOUS.

4am in the MORNING.
my water pipe BURST.

my brother came running into my room.
telling the WATER PIPE BURST.

and my parents are in CHINA.
so their room is being LOCKED.

i frantically looked for the keys.
opened the door.
my bro used a screwdriver to stop the water.

WATER STOPPED.

my parents' room's toilet flooded.
when u step in it.
ur whole leg is SOAKED IN IT.

the pathway from the living room to the rooms.

FLOODED.
WHOLE pathway.

my room.abit only.

my living room. FLOODED.

balcony.
WORST of all.

so. i started using a mop to suck the water.
from 4.30am. to 6++am.

the whole of my house.
and the bad thing is.

MY PARENTS BOUGHT A 5 ROOM FLAT!!

AND I HAVE TO DO IT ALONE!!

AND I HAD TO ATTEND SCH THE NEXT DAY!!

that was a bad incident.
BAD BAD.

but. im using that to ask my mum let me go indo.

and my bdae.

hope i can go.
i wan see 183 in indo laaaaa.

HAISS.

BLACKandWHITE 8:27 AM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

YAY!
everything has passed.

no more spamming of blog.

no more scolding the B word.

everything is just a misunderstanding.

BUT BUT BUT.

there is one more bian tai out there.
AHHHHHHH. = =

hais.

i wan tell all pple that are anti zx.
tell us wad we do wrong.

we really will changed.
change for the better.

56 fans rocks totally!

P.S. ZHUIXING-ians, go back forum see.

BLACKandWHITE 6:15 AM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

there are so many pple that hate zx now.

hmmm.
abit ke lian.

but no one wans to tell us why.

ohhh ya.

there's one reason.
act big?

in wad way?
no one will say.
HAIS.

scold us but dun tell us the reason.

DOTSS.

if reli wan anti us.
maybe shld let us noe the reason.

then we'll noe wad did we do.
then mayb try to be better.

but if THOSE PPLE are scolding us.
cos of the xiezhi incident.

it's bloody lame.

xiezhi has the right to do wad he wans.
we did not force him.

we oso have no right to force him.

so i reli feel that.
anti us cos of how 56 treats us.
it's damn lame.

try doin things to attract their attention.
THINK.
not scold.

since we all like 56.
why make things so complicated.

chase 56 together.
like 56 together.
be united.
GOOD wad.

and i realise pple who hate us.
majority.
chase car de.

nth to say. = =

we dun even noe wad we did.
and we're being scolded.

HAISS.

kelian kelian.

BLACKandWHITE 12:02 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006

HAISSSS.

a few entries back i was high-ing over him comin sg.

now im HAI-ing over him going to cheena.

how i hope aiqing would nv finish filming.
just go on shooting it.
so he wun get a chance to leave for cheena.
and risk his life over there.

i cannot imagine if he gets hurt over there.

like wad jiayan said.
there's a clip showing how xiezhi fell from the stairs.

when he was filming THAT KIND of programme.
lucky he gripped on to a branch.

i hope THAT wun happen to mr wang.

his life is big. MING DA.
nth will happen to him.

when he's in cheena.
i guess i only can sit at home and pray.

telling myself he's fine.
one month passes very fast.

just a blink of my eyes.

this punishment is way too cruel.
way too harsh.

for him.
and for his fans.

HAISSS.

BLACKandWHITE 5:36 AM