missing him* sam

Friday, June 09, 2006

WOOLALA

guess some of u saw those stupid memories thing i made.
hahaha.

thanks to yunru i link to that webbie. lalalaz.
im addicted to it. haha. three videos at one go!

hmmm. a few days ago i told jiayan i wanted to give up on shaowei.
cos i was bloody tired.
and jiayan got a shock of her life.

that day. when i heard 56 songs, i saw him, or see the word shaowei.
im IRRITATED.

so i ask jiayan and aishah to stop mentioning about him in front of me.

then i was thinking.
mayb that was a hint for me to give up already.
end all those idols stuffs.
end all those chasing. EVERYTHING.

then i went to slp. when i woke up.
my mum was back from china.
and guess wad she bought for me.
56 STUFFS!

then i was thinking.
it's impossible for me to give up.
my life is full of them.

i reli felt so damn stupid.
IT'S IMPOSSIBE TO SAY GIVE UP.
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY I DUN LIKE THEM.

BUT. i guess everyone will give up one day.
but we dunno when it'll reach.
mayb 1 more month?
mayb 3 more yrs?
we'll nv noe.

but we DO noe that we'll hit the point on day.
it's just that some pple hit it earlier.

and i hope that i dun hit it FOREVER.
but that's quite impossible.

but i'll try my best.
let the point nv come to me.
nor to my friends.

but mayb u've hit the point.
u have no more feel for them.

but b4 we say give up.
we shld reli ask ourself.

im forcing myself or i reli dun like them?
from the bottom of ur heart.

if anything happens to them.
will u cry?

not from the surface of how u feel.
it's from the bottom of ur heart.

frankly speaking.
although im a shaowei fan now.
but of course i still like renfu.
but mayb from the bottom of my heart.

why?

cos i liked him for 3++yrs.
it's not say give up then i can let it all go.

to all shaowei fans who previously liked renfu.
im sure that from the bottom of ur heart.
u still DO like him.

mayb the feelings just fade as days pass.
but it's STILL THERE.

feelings from the bottom of ur heart THEN are ur real feelings.
so... i wan say.

THINK carefully before u say "i give up"
but. i guess. some fans reli hit the point.

im sure they've tried their best to prevent the point from reaching them.
if they didn. i hope they'll try again.

im listening to won't give up now.
too much of a coincidence huh.

i reli hope they'll think before letting it all go.
but no matter wad decision u make.
i believe u've thought about it carefully le =)

seriously. no offence ah >"<

BLACKandWHITE 11:29 AM