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Friday, July 14, 2006

hais
this blog is not to show how piss i am

it's to show how dissapointed i am

"almost the whole zhuixing is going!"
"im so damn happy"

now. all nt going.
only me and aishah jarael jiayan

going to jb

im reli dissapointed
and. me and aishah are having such a super hard time

cos everything is planned
and everyone just back out like this

mayb to u guys u all reli got those reasons hai u all cant go jb
but

pls
spare a thought for us

we book all the things
and u guys back out

next time
if u all dunno if u guys can go
dun promise

after this event
im washing my hands off all things

cos ur the person who plan it
die de person oso u

so next time. zx-ians. got anything
dun say "saulin is in charge"
thx

im tired and im exhausted
and. pls dun back out at the last minute
and dun i think should be at a urgent moment

mayb u think only me so wun die
then u're wrong

even yunru who is not going can think for us
im damn dissapointed
very very very dissapointed

it's msia. not spore
if u all are thinking
"u're not the one having all those problems which cause us cnt go"
i got nth to say

if i wan to say it
it's not of my business

if i wan to be considerate
i would say ok cheer up

but now. the things which are planned is by me. and aishah
so i wun be so kind and just say ok cheer up
if i do. im just trying to be nice

actually im super dissapointed

10% piss
90% dissapointed

i hope it doesn happen again
and it wun

cos next time i guess i'll be the one giving the problems
nah. i wun

cos i will think and consider before i give a confirm answer

YES OR NO

im already getting a super hard time
i get attitude still
those orh

do i reli deserve it
i dun think i do
im just suay

dun say u regret
dun say u regret not going to jb

after aug 13
dun say u regret

i put on a happy smile
laughing and crapping

saying all those lame jokes
it's just to entertainment pple
u guys dunno what is behind my smiling face

mayb im so damn tired but i still giggle at u
i seem ok that u guys are not going

actually im damn sad
the thoughts of zx having so much fun at jb
all gone
all smashed

me and aishah dun even noe wad is going to happen at us at jb
mayb we'll just die there

we dunno
aishah ask me dun give up
jiayou

i'll try my best
put on a smile

pretend to be so happy and strong
i must jiayou

for the sake of shaowei
renfu
xiezhi
mengzhe

for myself

for aishah

im disspointed
so so so dissapointed

BLACKandWHITE 8:29 AM